Me and My Friends

I had asthma and allergies as a kid, so I never had a pet. I did have some fish, but they don't really count. You can't really bond with a goldfish or an angelfish. For as long as I could remember, I wanted a dog.

I finally got one in 2005. Bosco. Though his photo on the rescue web site pointed to trouble, we drove the two hours it took to get to the shelter to meet him. Everyone there was surprised we wanted to meet Bosco. "Really?" they asked. "Bosco?"

We bonded immediately.

A short while later we got Alan, a terrier of some kind, from the same shelter. Though it's taken years, they're starting to get to be better friends.

They say dogs can smell cancer. I don't know if that's true, but Bosco could definitely tell I was sick, and he knew I was getting chemo. I'm sure my scent changed. Regardless, he was stuck to me like glue. If I was watching a movie on the couch, he was on my lap. If I was in bed, he was laying on the floor beside me. And no matter how far I could walk, he and Alan were always up for a trip outside, whether it was to the end of the street or around the block.

I do not doubt they played a key role in my recovery. Though you can't measure it, the support, love and friendship you get from dogs (sorry cat people) cannot be measured or overemphasized. There's a cameraderie there that can't truly be replicated. As any dog owner can tell you, there's an unspoken connection with them that is unlike anything else.

The Wolfman

Once the chemo got rolling, I quickly came to loathe the weekends. The side effects would start to peak on Saturday morning, and by that afternoon I'd be miserable. Fever, intense stomach aches, nausea, the whole bit. Depending on what they gave me, it would taper off until the middle of the week. Even then it wasn't ideal. I'd just start to feel somewhat normal again and then it'd be time for another dose. Time to ride the wave.

I did my best to keep the stuff moving. Lots of water, juice, smoothies and popsicles to stay hydrated. I didn't have much energy, but when I did I'd take the dogs for a walk. Sometimes I wouldn't make it any further than the end of our block before I'd have to turn back. Sometimes I'd be able to go around the block.

It was during one of these walks that I noticed another strange side effect of chemo: I had developed a superhuman sense of smell. I first noticed it when a car drove by with the windows down. The car was probably going about twenty miles an hour, yet I could clearly smell the guy's cologne. It wasn't overwhelming or anything, but if I'd had an encyclopedic knowledge of men's colognes I know I could've identified it immediately.

My curiousity piqued, I tried to pay more attention to what I could suddenly smell: fresh cut grass that had been mowed days earlier. Food cooking. Old leaves. The coffee someone was brewing. And on and on. Yeah, unpleasant smells were also amplified, but other, more subtle ones I'd never noticed were as well.

Turns out this is a fairly common side effect of chemo. Other senses like taste and hearing would also be affected, though in much less awesome ways.